Kalpana gets up from the bed and says angrily
"What? Me and love for that idiot? Are you serious?"
Doctor says "Shhh Kalpana. Calm down. Why are
you getting hyper? Relax dear! It's normal."
Kalpana says "What's normal? You are telling me
to calm down when you have only mad eme hyper. And what are you saying? I love
Raghav? Are you in your senses? Are you even a doctor?"
Doctor says "Kalpana, just relax and behave
yourself. I know what I am saying and can understand what you are going through
mentally. But you need to calm down a bit and hear me."
Kalpana takes a deep breath and calms down saying
"Here, now I am calm. Say what you want to say."
Doctor says "Dear, at your age girls do not
understand their feelings and it's just normal. As you have told me that Raghav
is your husband and you having feelings for your husband is just normal. Was it
an arranged marriage if I am not wrong?"
Kalpana says "Yes, we both got married when we were
kids but that was not an actual marriage and both of us don't recognize it as a
marriage nor does our family do so."
Doctor says "Oh I see. It was a child marriage
and so you are hesitant about this relationship. Dear, you need to just leave
behind the bitterness between you both and think with an open mind. Was he away
for a long time as you mentioned he returned from London?"
Kalpana says "Yes, he came back after 10
years."
Doctor says "OK. Now I will ask you some
questions and you need to answer me honestly. And just be calm. OK?"
Kalpana says "Hmm... OK"
Doctor says "OK. My first question is do you
feel anything when Raghav talks to you?"
Kalpana thinks "Do I feel anything when Raghav
talks to me?" She says "A... Not exactly but Ifind myself lost
somewhere."
Doctor says "Do you feel anything when Raghav
touches you?"
Kalpana remembers the day when Raghav held her hand
in the kitchen and says "Yes, but I don't understand why I get dumb when I
should get angry with him."
Doctor says "OK. Do you feel lost when he looks
at you or you are near him?"
Kalpana remembers the day when she was stuck in
Raghav's bathroom and says "Yeah, that day was horrible. We were in the
bathroom and ..." she stops and tells herself "WTH Kalpana? What are
you sharing with this doctor?"
Doctor smiles and says "Ok, I understood. Last
question. Do you feel anything when he talks to another girl or spends time
with them? I mean any kind of insecurity or anger?"
Kalpana thinks of the day when the models hugged
Raghav and when Suhana kissed him on the cheek and answers "Those
scoundrals. They are just morons. And that idiot Raghav. He keeps doing he he
haha with them. I just hate them and him too."
Doctor laughs and says "OK OK relax. From these
answers, I confirm that you are surely in love with him. It's no sickness and
no need to worry. You feel lost when he is with you as his presence affects you
somewhere within and this means that you want to be with him and want him to
only talk to you and spend time with you. As you told me earlier that he was
away for 10 years, that's the reason why you are unable to express your
feelings for him. You have been missing him all this while and so you get angry
with him when he talks to you but within, you want him to talk to you and only
be with you. When you see him interacting with any other girl, you get jealous
and that's only love that you have for him. You need to tell him that you love
him and then see all your problems will get solved and you will feel relaxed
and better."
Kalpana says "OK...Are we done for the day? Can
I leave now? What is your fees?"
Doctor says "Kalpana... listen to what I am
saying."
Kalpana says "Take this INR 1000 as of now for
this session. I have to leave now. Thanks Doctor but no thanks."
Kalpana leaves from there and calls up Priya. She
yells at her on the phone saying "What is this Priya? Which mental doctor
did you search for on the internet? She instead needs a psychiatrist herself.
Telling me all crap. Huh!"
Priya says "Relax relax Kalps. What happened?
What did she tell you?"
Kalpana says "She is telling that I love Raghav?
What rubbish is this? I and love that yuck! I just hate him. I thought that this
doctor will help me but I just want to know from where did she study and get
this degree. She is herself a mental patient. I just don't need anyone right
now and am going home to get some rest. Bye!"
****
Sunaina is instructing the maids to clean the house
and prepare breakfast. Sammy comes down the stairs and watches her and admires
the way she has managed to take up all the responsiblities so effeciently.
Sunaina goes towards the stairs and Sammy approaches her.
Sammy says "Good morning Sunaina. I want to
thank you for that day you prepared dinner for my clients. They were so
impressed with your food and also praised the way they were treated with so
much respect and warm behavior. They called me up yesterday and said that are
going to sponsor our fashion show and even invest more thna what they had
decided earlier."
Sunaina says "Oh, that's great news. I am happy
that they liked my food and congrats for the contract."
Sammy says "Thanks. Actually, I purchased a
small gift for you yesterday and since I came home late, I forgot to give you
this."
Sammy takes out the gift and gives it to Sunaina.
Sunaina refuses to take it at first but when Sammy insists on taking it, she
opens the gift. The gift is a pair of ghungroos. Sunaina is about to say something
when Sammy stops her saying "I know that you must be surprised as to how
did I bring this as a gift for you. Actually, Raghav told me that you are a
Bharatnatyam Dancer and so this was the best gift I could think of for
you."
Sunaina says "I can't accept this. I mean that I
have stopped dancing and now this...."
Sammy interrupts her and says "I know that.
Raghav said that you used to perform in your college and had a dance class as
well but after his brother Rohit's death, you stopped dancing and closed the
class as well."
Sunaina looks down and remembers her past. Sammy says
"I am sorry if I said anything wrong but I dint mean to hurt you."
Sunaina says "No no. You did not hurt me but
actually it has been years I have not practiced and now these ghungroos. I mean
I cannot take this."
Sammy says "This gift I brought after searching
the store for hours and now if you don't accept it, I will feel really
bad."
Sunaina says "I am sorry if I hurt you. OK, I
accept this gift."
Sammy smiles and says "That's great. I hope you
wear them soon as well."
Sunaina looks at him with a surprise and Sammy clears
his throat and says "I mean that thanks for the accepting the gift."
****
Kalpana reaches her house and Sunaina scolds her for
leaving the house without informing her. She says that she has a headache and
rushes to her room. "What does she think? Just because she is a doctor,
she can say anything and I should believe her? I do not love Raghav and will
never ever love him."
The next morning, Kalpana goes to her office and
Manish calls her in the cabin. He shows her the email.
Manish says "Kalpana, I checked your designs and
I must appluad you for your har work. The designs are just fab."
Kalpana says "Thanks Sir. Glad you liked
them."
Manish laughs and says "But look at the heading
of this email Kalpana. To whom have you addressed it."
Kalpana checks the email and reads "Raghav, I
hate you." in the subject. She bites her tongue and says "I am really
sorry Sir. Actually I was...."
Manish laughs and says "I can understand that it
was a mistake and I can understand as every husband and wife fight and it's
normal."
Kalpana says to herself "What is he saying? Huh!
If he was not my boss then I woudl have...." "Control Kalpana. He is
Manish Malhotra and you need to think about him with respect. He is trying to
help you and you are...Tch tch tch stop."
Manish tells Kalpana to check out the designer
outfits that he ordered from Mumbai.
Kalpana enters the room and checks the bridal outfits
and is so amazed to see such beautiful designs. She touches the outfits and
finds the designs just perfect and the quality of cloth amazing. She checks the
mirror in front and looks at the bridal dupatta in her hand. She puts it on her
head and turns round admiring her beauty and the dupatta as well. She takes out
the bridal dress and tries it out. She stands in front of the mirror and checks
the fitting which is perfect. She keeps posing in front of the mirror and she
enjoys the feeling.
Raghav comes in the office and asks the peon if
Kalpana has arrived and the peon informs him that Kalpana madam is in the trial
room checking out the new designer outfits. Raghav opens the room and notices
Kalpana posing in front of the mirror and smiling. He looks at her and says to
himself "Wow! She loosk beautiful in this dress." He keeps admiring
her from outside and thinksf clicking her photographs. He takes his camera and
starts clicking photographs from outside the room.
Precap: Sunaina tells Sammy about her past...
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